Loner

Hey, as you know that I'm an introvert person. talk-less and so silent.
except with my close friends which are very very close to me.
I hate to be like this because, when I'm in a group of friends, and they hang out each other so happily,
I can't easily join them. :\
I hate this feeling when you feel lonely, alone, in that group.
I just wanna get off from them, and go home.
but then then I've got no life. babababah.
but inside my heart, I really want to join them, joking around, lalala. but I don't know how.
so I just can play sudoku on my cellphone.

damn get a life Cit.

because of my silence, I just can produce some artworks or anything so I can interact with them without saying words with my mouth, lips, and tongue.

hey Audrey Kawasaki, I'm your friend.

Tips to Become More Talkative

• This first and foremost point that has been emphasized time and again is about confidence. You need to think high of yourself and believe in yourself. You need to think you are no less than anybody else in any respect and that will increase your confidence level.
• Put a smile on your face every morning and start the day. There are many who will feel happy with your presence around and will come to talk to you automatically. Happiness attracts people and is a sure shot way of meeting new people and making friends.
• Talk about anything and everything that you know. You don’t have to be Einstein to strike up an intellectual conversation. Rather, you could share opinions on a particular subject, discuss the latest news or just talk about a funny incident that might have happened in the morning. The more you share, the more trust and familiarity it breeds.
• They don’t say ‘laughter is the best medicine’ without a reason! Laugh and smile often and you will yourself be surprised to see the reciprocation you get. Every moment you laugh will give you something to talk about the next day.
• Try saying a casual ‘hello’ to everyone at work or college. You might start a casual conversation with someone with just a hello or a good morning. It will make you more comfortable with the idea of opening up and talking more to people.

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