thank you

now i realize. what kind of person i am.
i always keep all my problems by myself.
i thought my problems are in no need to be told to my friends.
i thought i can solve my problems all alone.
i thought my life is fine so fine just fine

now i realize, about all of the above
i need to tell and share my problems.
i need to
i need help
i'm not superhero.
i'm a normal person.

now my head feels like in other dimension like a vertigo
my heart is beating very fast
my eyes are wet
my tears are dry
my hands
my foot
my stomach
feels like not mine.

i need to share my problems.
i need to
not my parent
nor my sisters

i love you friends. thank you.