cittatosh hebat

it's useless to cry for someone who EVEN doesn't care about ourselves.
i'm too tired to cry.
i had lost so much tears these weeks.
i try to runaway from this problem with playing music and draw.
but this problem is too much powerful so it has disturbed me in any conditions. anytime anywhere.
i need to draw
i need to draw
i need to do something spectacular.
i need to be a superhero.
citta almighty

but in fact, i need help