Death

Paramitha Citta Prabaswara

 December 11th 1988 - ...

I've been wondering, who will be gonna cry for me if I die. I've been imagining about stopping to breathe, going away from my body, watching people when they look at my body. Are they sad? happy? both? Do I have something to be cried about? Am I meaningless, or memorable in a good way, or other or whatever.
I post this without any bad reason, I just wonder about, "am I good? I've been living in this world almost 23 years but, am I a good person? So will I have someone who will cry for me when I die?"
I need to stay alive and do many good things to gather those people.

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