Pedophile

Yo, gw pengen laporan. So, ini tentang adek gw. Jadi, adek gw ini demen banget main internet. Korban internet era 20XX lah gak kayak kita pas kecil mainnya bola bekel. Dan dia nih ketemu berbagai macam orang di internet ini. INTERNET LOL dari tua muda ingusan etc. Dan dia ini punya komunitas YouTube maybe, yang suka review game-game gitu lah. Macem PewDiePie versi amatir.

Nah singkat aja deh, ini ada orang namanya Bayu, pake alias dimana-mana "Charstray". Rupanya doi ini deket sama adek gw. Oh iye, adek gue nih usianya kelahiran tahun 2000. Itung sendiri lah, masih di bawah umur. Si Bayu ini, dari hasil gue stalk dia kerja di warnet. Entah Op entah owner ato dua duanya gak peduli pokoknya hampir 24 jam di depan internet no life. Usianya.... gw lupa. sekitar 23 tahunan. (DIATAS UMUR, DEWASA) beda jauh dari adek gw.

Awalnya gw cuma mikir, yah adek gue dapet pedopil. Mana jelek. Kayak gak ada yg laen aja. Adek gw masih muda, perjalanan panjang, kali aja ketemu Lucky Blue Smith di tengah jalan. Yaudah asal kagak serius. Jijay.

Lalu gw mikir 2 kali,
Orang seusia 23tahunan... kok mau aja bergaul sama bocah? Interest ke bocah... Temen-temen gw pas gw usia segituan kayaknya udah beyond banget. Udah gak minat sama anak SMA. Mulai mikir logis. Get up from the chair, etc.

Dan puncakny

a, gw nemuin SEXCHAT di inbox FB mereka. Adek gw nanggepin tapi jangan salahin adek gw. Adek gw masih kecil, semua yang diajarin bakal dicerap. Yang salah siapa? Yang ngajarin.
Sexchat. Gw ga karuan rasanya. Nyokap gw pun demikian.

Maaf screenshotnya kecil, gak nemu aslinya karena di harddrive yang keformat. Jadi deh ngubek2 chat history gw sama temen yg gw share

Dia pun pura-pura jadi kerabat keluarga dan telpon ke sekolah adek gw, dan minta pihak sekolah 'menyelamatkan' adek gw karena di rumah gw dia korban KDRT. (whet!?)
Dia pun menyarankan adek gw buat cari kerja (SECARA MORAL, ADEK GW DI BAWAH UMUR. WAJIB SEKOLAH. NGGAK KERJA. BLO'ON APA YA?)
DAN seolah dia yang paling ngerti Eda. Wow the fuck, dia pernah ngelahirin Eda apa ya?

Aduh gw ga ngerti lagi. Keluarga gw sempet ribut besar tentang ini, Ngerusak hubungan keluarga, etc, kepercayaan ke Eda sendiri, dll. You know what?
Adek gw cuti sekolah jadinya. Dia gak sekolah, gara2 ginian.
Gak cuti, keluar/berhenti sekolah dan mau homeschooling aja katanya.

Men, gimana ya, ini pertama kalinya gw pengen ngebunuh orang. Ngerusak hidup orang. Do the bully. Makanya
Tolong dong bantuin rusakin nih orang. Gw kesel banget. Maaf ya Allah. Tapi ini orang sampe sekarang gak tau malu dan terus ngarep untuk balikan sama Eda (berdasar hasil stalk di ask.fm nya)

http://www.ask.fm/charstray
https://www.youtube.com/user/charstraygaming
http://www.facebook.com/Charstray

Dia masih bertingkah laku sok heroic sampe sekarang. Kalo lo liat setiap kata-katanya, lo bisa tau dia tumbuh besar di lingkungan anime yang penuh drama.
I FUCKING HATE THIS PERSON. Sorry.

Sleep with mom

I always feel peaceful if I touch my mom when sleeping. oyeye I'm still mommy's little girl.

Resurrection asdasd

 dateng yah dateng yah
JIMGP will perform on Saturday so come yah come yah
Also we're gonna release the unreleased stuff there with the help of Majemuk Records. Here's the stupidly cute cover made by Jodi. LIMITED TO 50 COPIES ONLY! And also we can meet there and maybe you want our autographs, lol?

Lip Tin

Hi there, I'm Citta, a very simple girl.

Lip Tin is a kind of water-based lipstick.

If I'm not mistaken.

Seoul - Stay With Us

When A Sad Crying Friend Hug You For A Hug And Hugging Isn't Your Thing

Oh Coro

as you know, my eyes are terrible. I cannot see anything from 3 meters away then one day I THOUGHT I saw my friend, Coro from far away then I called him like a boss Asian thug nigga.

Ok.. it's not Coro, but my teacher who's a bit killer. A curator an art critic an artist an everything horror. I just wanted to eat TNTs alot then die immediately.

Anita

Ok I just wanna show you how Anita turns to be when she's .... too happy?
I gave my friends a little happy news on group chat and... well...

Well world still burdens me alot with some stuff I still couldnt handle
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T
L


HOLY GOD I'M JUST A CITTA! HELP ME! HELP CITTA! PRAY FOR CITTA!
T______________________________________________________T

Coffee

Same Stars We Shared

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

awaked and aware

of killed and disgrace

what she might dare

picture the sky

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

awaked and aware

of killed and disgrace

what she might dare

picture the sky

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

guilty we are

awaked and aware

of killed and disgrace

what she might dare

picture the sky

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

awaked and aware

of killed and disgrace

what she might dare

picture the sky

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

Same stars we shared

all frozen in the sky

while dreaming the same

guilty we are

Worst Nightmare Ever

Ini baru aja terjadi. Sampe sekarang gue masih ngos-ngosan dan syok dan bersyukur gue masih hidup. Mimpinya kayak Inception. Ceritanya gue bangun tidur, tapi susah banget bangunnya. Makanya gue gak nyadar itu mimpi karena scenenya gue berupaya untuk bangun dari tidur.

Walau gue gerakin badan, tangan gue gak mau gerak. Tangan gue posisinya meluk badan gue. Akhirnya bisa berdiri, tapi ternyata adegan berdiri itu adalah 'mimpi'. Jadi gue berusaha bangun lagi. Berdiri, mimpi lagi. Dan gue bingung kenapa gue gak bisa gerakin tangan gue sendiri. Dan gue sadar itu bukan tangan gue. Tapi tangan Citta ke 2. Ada another Citta lagi meluk gue dari belakang. Horror abis.

Ini yang bikin gue mau mati. Gue berusaha ngelepas pelukan si Citta itu. Susahnya minta ampun. Meluknya erat parah cing. Sampe suatu saat, si "Citta" tiba - tiba meluk gue errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrat banget sampe gue gak bisa nafas. Trus diperlemah lagi pelukannya. Gue kesakitan. Gue akhirnya bisa bangun. Dan ngaca. Mau minta tolong. Terus dia ERATTTTTTTTin lagi pelukannya. Astaga capek parah. Sakit! Pas ngaca, emang itu bener2 "gue" lagi meluk gue. ada 2 "gue".

Gue kaget meja komputer gue berubah. monitor ilang. akhirnya gue ke tempat tidur lagi. Sambil nahan pas setiap kali dia mempererat pelukan berkali-kali. Kerasa banget nyet. Sakit parah.

HP

Gue telepon nyokap. si "Citta" masih bertingkah

"Bu, Citta gak bisa pulang..."

Trus Citta ngelitikin gue. ngelitikinnya jahat. Gue gak sanggup nerusin convo gue ke nyokap. nyokap halo halo dari jauh. Gue dah lemes gak ngerti lagi. trus gue bangun. bersyukur. itu mimpi. gue kira mau mati. gak bisa nafas. Nangiiiiiiiiiiis karena seneng.

Kira2 tidur jam 2. Bangun jam 3. 1 jam doang berasa seumur hidup.

Di sini lohh

 

Just happened today

just as usual every year yah blah my 23rd year

Just Now

I'm addicted to comic books. Somehow over crazy with it. D: Just happened today. The girl in hijab is Maya

in the end, I bought those all.

Enak Sob

Gregory and the Hawk - Fin Song 8 (Orange River Remix) by BallgameTracks

Orange river glides
through the saddle of the park
an icy day in March
cuts the clouds
they push apart

I'd rather be on fire
rather be on fire
fire Staring straight ahead, meeting the streets
Your inky Skin and your skinny feet
it's about a sidewalk,
about a subway, waking to sunsets

It's been all of my wishes devised
a dream and then lived it
and I remember when I first listened to your records
It's clouded, what we know

We can only hope
And I'm losing just about everything

It's been all of my regrets to live a lie and end upset
and I remember when peace was a pretty contender
It's clouded, what we know
And I'm losing everything

A Week Ago

one day.... at Contemporary Art class

December 11 Birthday Astrology

from Dessy's blog. got it from there

Intellectually gifted, a Sagittarius born on December 11 can transform their world. They are ambitious, though not in the material sense. A strong emotional nature makes them intense. They are likely to be extremely passionate about their political views, especially in matters that affect the environment. They need to make a difference.

Friends and Lovers

Men and women born on this date are
usually the center of attention. Relationships are just as likely to cause pain as happiness. The fairy-tale aspect of romance attracts them. This is sometimes their unconscious way of setting themselves up for failure,
since they don't always believe they deserve happiness in love.

Children and Family

They may not understand their motivations, but December 11 people need to reconnect with their childhood. They are ambivalent about having children, since career plans generally drive them. Yet once they commit, they amaze themselves with their involvement.

Health

December 11 people can usually count on good health. Despite this, they may have some bad habits. Smoking or overindulgence in alcohol can be especially harmful to them. Poor eating habits can rob them of vitality. They need to eat more meat and dairy products, as well as take calcium supplements.

Career and Finances

These energetic and committed individuals need to believe in their ability to make the world a better place through their work. When their resources permit, December 11 people contribute to charities and worthwhile causes. Although they enjoy their creature comforts, money isn't an important factor in their lives.

Dreams and Goals

Making a difference is what it's about for December 11 people. If they have the chance to heal someone's emotional pain because of their experience, they're willing to. Personal goals often revolve around travel and learning. They are lifelong students who never pass up an opportunity to expand their horizons.


just for... posting.

Fun Fun Fun

aaaa look at my boots. D: they're dying

 i just wanna show you how hobo and hippy he is. not the right one ofc it's mayo =_=

what a happy moment. i feel like having many lives XD
I'm beginning to use many 'XD' emoticon. i used to hate using that emot. bcos.. it was such a happy-idiot face.

reblogging ayu and dessy

peaceful, sentimental, outspoken, and charismatic
nguahah. blah

random O_O