Black Balloons Story

Greeting-Black Balloons Series by ~chopinsdaughter on deviantART


Knowing-Black Balloons Series by ~chopinsdaughter on deviantART


goodbye-Black Balloons Series by ~chopinsdaughter on deviantART


GOODBYE. YOU'RE GOING INTO OUTER SPACE AND GONNA MEET THE MOON

black balloons

i always feel sad about to see my drawings of 'black balloons series' and 'problems-vertigo series.'

What should i do to stop my tears falling down? Ahaha. What an irony.

I love these series
But I hate the story behind
I need some fairies
But they're out of my mind

Sometimes I feel better
But mostly i feel down
I try to keep clever
But it feels like being a clown

Hey my lovely friend
Stop cheering me up
I've got a big brain
To get myself up

But hey my lovely friend
Please keep stay behind me
You're like a diamond chain
Which is always keeping me from deadly tree

I won't kill you with my gun
Because I'm still in a wondering mind
My story about you and me is done
But you're still a friend of mine

curhat ya.. ga pernah curhat sih :)

gw agaknya punya habit yg kurang baik.
dengan menutuptutupi perasaan sedih dengan wajah badut ceria minta ditabok
padahal didalem gw kaya disayat-sayat.
gw sadar hal ini malah bikin perasaan makin ditusuk
karena gw ga bisa ngelimpahin masalah gw secara gamblang kepada orang2 terdekat.
secara jujur, gw jarang curhat ke orang2...
gw pikul beban sendiri
inilah yg bikin gw cepet tua. ahahha
tuh. curhat di blog pun gw masih bercanda.

tapi alhamdulillah gw bisa memilah perasaan dengan tanggung jawab.
tapi secara jujur proses memilah ini berat banget.
karena tanggung jawab2 duty2 apapun dihantui dengan perasaan pribadi.

gw capek hati. pisan. dengan perasaan ga karuan. dengan 'pernyataan' yang ga jelas. oke gw bingung artinya.. intinya sih capek hati.

mungkin gw harus stop mikir.

gw harus buka halaman baru di buku yang baru.

gw....

gw mau keramas!