Mask

i've taken a quiz from facebook "What Kind of Mask Do You Wear?" and its result is same with my friend, Arkasha:
Your mask is pain. For some reason or another you just can't seem to find a positive outlook on life. You get angry when people try to relate with how you feel, because you're convinced they won't understand. Deep down you know there should be a million reasons for people to want to get to know you, but you often find yourself closing yourself off from those around you. You have your select friends, but can't help but want something more. You find opening up difficult, but you do find your ways to let things out. You have your good days, but even through the good times, you feel like there is always going to be those feelings that don't sit right.

thank you

now i realize. what kind of person i am.
i always keep all my problems by myself.
i thought my problems are in no need to be told to my friends.
i thought i can solve my problems all alone.
i thought my life is fine so fine just fine

now i realize, about all of the above
i need to tell and share my problems.
i need to
i need help
i'm not superhero.
i'm a normal person.

now my head feels like in other dimension like a vertigo
my heart is beating very fast
my eyes are wet
my tears are dry
my hands
my foot
my stomach
feels like not mine.

i need to share my problems.
i need to
not my parent
nor my sisters

i love you friends. thank you.

Eggstone - Water

water is good for your health
water is good for your body
and you can drink it with lime and with lemon
or drink it pure

water can turn into snow
water can turn into ice cubes
and in the air that you breath there is water
that might turn into fog

water can be found in waterfalls
water can be found in tennis balls
water can be found in orchids
water can be found in you
in your lips

water contains lots of salt
water contains lots of minerals
and it can be boiling or freezing or sparkling
or just be floating around

with water you can make tea
and with water you can make coffee
and if you're drinking a bottle of red wine
it's mostly water

water takes you around the world
water even can be heard
water is in every word
water is in lemon curd

and in every bird

water can be found in waterfalls
water can be found in tennis balls
water can be found in orchids
water can be found in you
in your lips

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cittatosh hebat

it's useless to cry for someone who EVEN doesn't care about ourselves.
i'm too tired to cry.
i had lost so much tears these weeks.
i try to runaway from this problem with playing music and draw.
but this problem is too much powerful so it has disturbed me in any conditions. anytime anywhere.
i need to draw
i need to draw
i need to do something spectacular.
i need to be a superhero.
citta almighty

but in fact, i need help

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